http://www.myspace.com/crap_thissucks

hi guys.....im really terribly sorry i dont get on as often....i miss u guys too....its just with skool and swimming and my band AND both my parents working its harder to log on except 4 late at nite and early in the morning....but dont think im ignoring u guys kay?....if u hav a myspace add me cuz i long on there more often....i know my past journals hav been very depressing and stuff but ive been doing so much better.....my mom and dad were worried about our house and that we mite hav to settle for forclosure but my dad was lucky enough to be promoted and my friend(who was raped) is going to therapy and he told who hurt him and hes okay now....turns out it was the guy that was bullying me at skool.....and i hav a boyfriend and i am terribly in love....thanks guys for all the support and concern!!!

http://www.myspace.com/crap_thissucks

he didnt say it but iknow he does.....

i still love him so much.......

i dont think being in love is worth t cuz in the end someone always walks away with abroken heart.....

well i just found out the most terrible thing ever....

my best friend and fellow band memeber brian has been acting wierd lately and he even quit the band......at first i thought he just not be feeling well but....

someone hurt him real bad.....

someone raped him.....

hes been angry cause he didnt know who to tell.....

he wont tell me who and i dont know how to help him right now....

ive been to school three days so far...........and its sucked.....its sucked really bad......alot of my friend transfered and the new kids are evil jocks that love to make my life miserable.im talking getting locked in the bathroom and my backpack stolen twice.....words gotten aroud school that im gay and thats horrilbe cause i cant go anywhere with out being calleda "Fruit" or "Fag".....i obviously can't even trust friends anymore.......

hope your week back at school was better than mine......

im alergic to bees

i can spell any word backwards

my full name is ronald alexander burbank(dont laugh)

the reason my username is nottom is because when my sister was little she used to always cal me tom.....everyone picked up on it and i hate it! so dont call me tom

i have a scar on my head from jumping off my roof when i was six

my parents still dont know im gay

i had an older brother but he was killed in car crash :(

i was born in europe during my parents honeymoon

and thats all i can think of........

When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.


You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.

I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you.

You know your in love when you pluck the petals off a rose and say,"He loves me, he loves me, he loves me...."

:p i know all lovey dovey and crap but i cant help it....the last one is by me...

warning: this journal may get sexual......

its weird all day today ive been thinking of weird places ive...... ya know.....

i did it on a kitchen table once with danny...now that i think back i would have never ever done that.....

oh and a closet and yeah it was at school...we didnt get caught though!

alright im gonna stop now cause im being a sick dirty boy....

okay this happened a while ago but when i was walking to safe way one this like middle aged guy was totally checking me out and he like followed me in the store and after i got all the candy i wanted and the new issue of tiger beat and guitar magazine he asked me if i neede a ride home! it was sooo weird and creepy....i just said no thank you and got the hell out of there!